I’ve been feeling extremely crappy for the past few weeks. I feel no motivation to even get out of bed. I am totally losing interest in school and don’t care if I fail (which is not how I am). When people ask me to hangout I either reluctantly say yes and cancel or I pretend I have something going on. I don’t know what is going on anymore and the worst part is I feel like I am returning to where I was a year ago where I hated my life. In fact I can admit that I do hate my life. I don’t know what to do and I have been feeling bad thoughts, which I hope to never act on but it is enough to terrify me. I hate my job and feel like I am constantly being screamed at I feel like all of the managers hate me and want me to be fired, and I honestly don’t think I’d care because I just want them to get it over with.
I have no social life and am starting to feel like my family and friends are kind of over this whole thing. Frankly so am I.
I am sorry for this rant it’s not really for people more for me trying to make sense of this whole thing.
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you can’t just tell someone with depression ‘keep your chin up and keep smiling’ because chances are that there will be zero improvement in their mood. More often than not, it’ll make their mood worse because now on top of all of the already present pressures and feeling of inadequacy, they now have to hold up a smile on their face because they feel like it’s what everybody expects from them.
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(via imgTumble)so much truth
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My mom made chicken that was breaded and stuffed with bacon and feta cheese… It was AWESOME! Yum!
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She sings upon the angels voices
Resting in Paradise
Rest In Peace
So me and my mom are at Costco and I buy Just Dance 3 for wii. I come home and open it up and play for 3 songs and am sweating… So I go upstairs and watch Greys Anatomy. All of asudden I get up from the couch and feel excrutiating with my back. Didn’t realize it at the time however, I sprained my back from playing Just Dance 3. Now I cannot move. I am hopped up on drugs from my doctor and I am stuck in my house and BORED TO DEATH!!!!!!
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I just want someone I know to come over sweep me off my feet and makeout with me. Nothing more and nothing less. I just ask that they are a good guy friend and nothing changes. Any offers?… Of course not.
Why am I craving this? Is it because I want the experience or is it because I just want some male attention?
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